Crying, shouting, Throwing things......
My beautiful world is disappear.
Facing to reality alone.
Cannot share with any one especially my mom.
Trying to protect my love
Wanting to esape from this ugly world.
I can't even understand myself.
I've been trying very hard.
But things seem dont go right way.
I cant stand.
Please stop crying- i ask myself but no use.
I don't ask you to fly over here.
But i scared of Long distance love.
I've never believed in it.
I know if you read these thing you will sad
But i cannot hide it any more.
i have to pretend that i was fine for so long.
Every night hope i'll be able to see you in my dream.
And this dream will never end so i can hold you tight and say I love you.
Dreaming of the brighter future for us.
I'm having feeling that you are still too young to understand what love really is.
But it doesn't matter to me.
We love each other and that's enough for me.
I want to hear you say that you love me to me.
Standing in front of me and huging me but i dont want to ask to much on you.
I'll be the one doing all this.
Please wait for me.
I LOVE YOU- I MISS YOU- I NEED YOU